Today is day 2, I am stucked in Medical Ward 438 in APSH. Checked in Late Thursday Evening due to Kidney Stone and I was so weak.
It has been more than 4 years since, and the conditions well guess what! Worsen by age. heheheh.... Not really... My body is taking its toll from the foods, drinks and ciggies. My kidneys almost said "Uncle!"
I was a bit down, it will be a darker future waiting for me ahead. It will be harder for me to secure a good job with my health conditions. Well, no regrets. I have done what I have done. There is none to blame except me. I did those things, I was the one who didnt take care of my precious health. I've thought I could live to 100. Boy, how was I wrong and miscalculated, I will live to 100 but in dogs' years. :)
My days are numbered. Only God knows. I will not be mopping around anymore. there are so many things to be done. I have a life to live. I have dreams to achieve, I have places to go and I have new things I have yet to try. But I have to stay away from Foods though, so gang, it would be less Jalan-jalan cari makan for me. I will only Jalan-jalan makan angin jek.
Here is My Bucket List:
1. Go skiing in Korea and learn to make Kimci.
2. Finally settled all my debts with Banks and people.
3. Swim with dolphins in Great Barrier Riff.
4. Laugh till I cried
5. Make sure I leave a legacy.
6. I have only friends no enemies, I will make peace with my foes.
7.Buy my love's most wanted gifts.
Well, my bucket could go on and on. But these are the things that I wish I could do before my eyes are shut.
See you soon in my next enrty. My definite life journey has just begun.
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