It has been almost 3 months since I last visited you. It's going to sound boring...I am sorry! I am so sorry my Love... My days are swooned and my nights are packed with works and activities. Before that, how are doing my Love? Miss me? How's life?
This time around I don't really have any interesting story to tell. Nothing extravaganza is happening in my life lately, just I have won the 1st place last month and the RM1K I wanted. This month I am a bit slacking and having low time. I am running again for the 1st place this month so I could achieve what I have planned for by end of year.
I am lonely without you my Love. You have been away almost 4 months. I am surviving the nights and days without you by my side. I am always find a reason not to be alone, always fill my days with activities. When are you coming back, Love? Will you ever come back?
Remember M? I have stopped pursuing M at the moment. M needs someone who M could see be together in the future, and I am not the person M sees. Deep in my heart I still want M to be by my side and for me to cherish and love. I see myself having a great and peaceful life with M, us living together and taking care of each other needs. It is not easy to read M's mind and I still learning. Currently, I believe M has someone in mind and they may go serious.
M always tell me to keep my options open and to get to know as many love candidates as possible. It is not that I don't want to, I am just so smitten with M and I don't have the time to go and find even 1...hahhahaha...you may think "what a pathetic life I am living"! Well, at the moment work is my life, I do go out partying and holidaying, but it is not the same without having someone special to do all that. I wish soon I am having someone I could call mine.
Love,
Last 16th August I went to Kota Kinabalu. I have enjoyed my time with my boss and colleagues. We had great nights in KK partying and letting loose all the stress.
I have enjoyed the singles' trip but deep in my heart I want to be there with my special someone.
Love, please be with me again the soonest. I am reading the last "Secret" series, The Power. It talks about love, and how much love is needed to bring in The Law of Attractions. Once I have done reading, I will share with you what it's all about. I am signing off now. I need to catch some winks. It already 5 am here. I need to be in the office by 3pm and I want to be early.
Take care, my Love. Please come back to me in one piece. I will waiting but I will be searching for you as well. Till we meet again. Ciao, Ma Bella!
The one who always wanting you to be here,
Edd Ardee
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