2012 is Just 'Round the Corner

Dear Love,


How are you doing? I do hope you are being the same old you. The cheerful lass I've known so well. Always keep that up, Love.


Sayang,


I am standing here now turning myself 360 degrees, looking at my surrounding and trying to contemplate what are actually happening in this world today. So many things happening at one time. everyone is walking in fast pace and not stopping to say "hello" anymore. As if they are running forward and afraid to look backward to the past. Is this right?


Dearest,


I have been thought not to look back at the past and always look forward. The past is still the past and history couldn't repeat itself. I do have second thoughts of the teaching. I always believe that we still have to look back and see where we have been in order to plan a better future. The past is the essence who made us who we are today, and the person we are today will become the history in the future. We have to look back and study the history in order to create a better history for our future.


Hunny,


In the past, I was not a successful person. As I am standing here today, I still do not owned any car or house for that matter. I still have not managed to turn the RM1 to RM1 millions. Many would say I am way behind, reaching my 34th year and still have nothing to call my own. But that would not stop me, Love. I am determined to grab all I can and I will knock on opportunities' doors even before they come knocking at my door. 


Dearest,


I still have another year to go before I am 35. My personal benchmark, my goals. I am praying hard and working hard to achieve all my goals not to satisfy anyone other than myself. I am a high achiever, I am a high climber, I strive and I work smart to gain what I want and I know I will always get what I want. It's just matter of time. I believe Allah will reward me of my patience and my determinations.


Dearest Sayang,


I can't wait for the day I am standing tall among the people who always looked down on me now. I can't wait for the day when I will be the savior and me helping other than me crying for help. Till the time comes, I will not stop running and soaring to the place I belong and long to be... Now is the time to look back at my bucket lists and plan my future, as I am about to create a new history for me to look back and smile, let's say...another 5 years time.


Baby,


These are my wishes for 2012:


1. I will own a car
2. New BlackBerry Bold 4.
3. MacBook Air
4. I will own a house.
5. I will be on board of the Alaska Cruise
6. Fulfilling all my bucket lists.


I have to go now, Love. Till I see you again. I do hope 2011 has been good to you and the coming 2012 will bring you the things you have always wished for. Please remember that I will always love you and I will always be the one who run to and expect to you to embrace me with love.




The one who never have you out from the heart,
Edd Ardee